there is something in my mind this few days that make me feel extremely uncomfortable and uneasy. I am afraid of the outcome i might get from it and i have absolutlely no idea on how to face it. I wanted to verify and get a confirmed answer but on the other hand, i am scared that i will get the results i dun wan. I am also scared of the pain i have to go through to verify it. the feeling is very uneasy and i suddenly felt that maybe fate had planned everything and we uman being just have to face and accept it. I feel lost and really dunno what should i do.
i pray......