Prelims had started for one wk. The papers were quite okiez, except for physices p2. I totally screwed up the paper. OMG!! I was so sad n depressed esp when i noe how to ans but make stupid careless mistakes. Haix, there goes my A for physics. Blame on my complacency!!!! Haix, i haf to admit that i nv study s hard yesterday night coz i tot i studied alot for the p3 already. Hsix, there is jux consequences that i haf to pay for my actions. :(( Hope that the papers nxt wk will be managable but i got a feeling that it will be very managable since the papers tis wk was okiez. But no matter what, i am so going to wk hard for this few days, and not allow the incident to day to happen ever again!!!! I will move towards my goal. I believe i can and I REALLY CAN!!!

Anyway, I feel that luck plays a very impt role in ppl's life. Without luck , no matter how hard you try, things just cant seem to get right. Just in the case in exams, although you have to work hard, but without luck , it will be s much difficult to attain your goal. Fate is also similar to luck. I believe in fate n destiny, really believe, believe deeply. I believe that all things happen for a reason and they will definitely leave an impact in your life even after years. Whats meant to be will always be, but whats not meant to be, it will never be. And i really mean NEVER FOREVER.

And I did a bad thing today. Haix, so sorry, but i cant help me. Hope u can understand and i mean no harm:((

Last issue for today, seeing the change in u, I really dunno if it is for the beta or the worse. U seem to haf changed alot, far away from the person i haf known, but sumtimes i feel that u r still the same. contradicting but that is really how i feel. Actually i m really worried tat things will go wrong for u. I dunno if u noe ur limts but I got a very weird feeling regarding the change you haf. I oso cant explain how the change is about n things lik that but i jux noe that it is different. Undenieably, I still prefer the old you, coz the present you gives me a very unfamiliar feeling. Dunno if i am too sensitive and i hope i am coz i really dun wan to c anything bad happen to u.


easier said than done... ...
on the second phase of forgetting but there seems to be infinite phases to reaching it:(((