Prelims is just around the corner and I really dunno wat I shld do. There seems alot of things for me to study and alot more to be done yet I am still so inefficient and cant seems to get things done. Things are getting from bad to worse and worst. Never felt so scared b4, not even in O levels. Maybe coz I am more hardworking then nad prepared much earlier. Noe I really tink I am going to flunk my exams. I dunno to study or to do. Even if I study, But how can I finish so much in this short period of time? What should I do now??

I tink my health is also getting worse. This Tues, I went to sch for GP consultation and the bus was very crowded when i went as it was the peak period. Initially I felt perfectly fine and feel that it is just a normal day, going to school after my breakfast. All of a sudden, I felt a sharp sting in my stomach and the by the next moment, I feel myself floating in the air. Things start to get worse as time pass and I felt really really giddy. Wanted to alight immediately but I scared I will be late for consultation. Want to squat down so that blood can better flow into my head but the bus was too crowded. In the end, I have to make do bending halfway. But the prob is not solved coz my prob got more serious and I guess my face went really pale. A nice lady kindly gave up her seat for me and finally things start to turn for the better. Really thanks alot to that kind lady, if not I guess i really will faint in the bus. Guess my health is really deteoriating. Maybe I should really listen to my mum and go c a doctor. But leave everything to after prelims or even A levels ba. I un have the luxury of time now. Hope i can endure till then.




Feeling scared and helpless