Today is cam-whored day!! Haha, took lots n lots of pics in class today. It was so funny n interesting. How i wish every day is like today so carefree. It is impossible. N Team Sinapore won and got into the finals!!! Whoo!! Congrts and gd job!!! I had a short and fun time watching the semis in sch jux now with the other sch population. It was really fun cheering and getting exicited during game point and things like that. The feeling is just so diffferent as compared to you sitting alone to watch. Haha, really enjoyed it. But too bad finals is not a sch day i tink. If not it will be another round of cheering and "illegal gathering" in front of the tv under LT1. Haha.
My mood and feelings was quite good actually until that mj person( sorry i 4gt ur name) started saying tat nxt wk is the last wk of sch. Haix, I will definitely miss sch and actually i really dread leaving sch. I oso dunno what the exact reason is. Partly is definitely that i m not prepared at all to go to the tertiary education, of coz i miss my frenz n sch life, but i m not sure if it is oso bcoz of he will be really leaving my life from then on and haf no more news about him anymore. I oso dunno what exactly is the reason, a combination of all ba.
Because of taking fotos n saving it, i came across the fotos of we 2 agn. Haix, memories flood my thinking agn and i started to emo agn. It just feels very tight in my heart and i cant do much to relieve it. Juxt have to go on with life. He did not come sch today and i started to think what may happen, is it serious? How is he doing and things like that. But after some thinking, i realise another of his frenz is also abent. So i presume he decided to pon school today with his frenz to mug ba. Just hope he will be fine. Hiax, memories is killing my heart and i really dunno waht else can be done to help me. But i jux want to focus on my studies now and i really haf to. Everyone is studying hard n i lost another precious night today. Haix,