Other than this Blog, my hp is also another digital diary of mine. Haha, i realised i typed alot of things inside, esp my immediate and first hand feelings and emotions. Hmmm, it had been 3 wks since sch reopen and we had not been talking. Haix, aiyaz, nvm lahz. He is leading his life to the very fullest now and seems very happy. Maybe without me, he will be better, so let him be ba. I want to c him happy oso, if not i wun feel gd. But c him too happy nw makes me sad oso coz it means tat i dun mean a thing to him. So contradicting, but yes, it is the case for me.

Enough of him, I m getting very stress this few days n frequent headaches oso. Haix, hope my health will b okiez?? sumtimes i really wonder is there anything wrong bout me. Haix. A levels is really getting real close, but i m stil immersed in tv programmes. Haix, what shld i do?? I really hate myself at times bt hw can i stop myself??





mentally tired, really....