hmmm, the school term has started. Suddenly i realised that i really had neglected my my friends when i was in the relationship. i guess they are the ones that i really had neglected ba.. I had spent too much energy and time on him last time ( although he does not feel so) and i shall really spent time to repair my friendships!!!haha... And most important of all, I have to strive hard for the A level!!!!!!! It is the super most important thing now and i must really jia you jia you jiayou!! last but not least, I also will need to spend some time tidying up my feelings and move on with life.( thats what he wants me to to do = forget him soon) I am just listening to him and that it takes two hands to clap. No point hanging on to it myself and make myself so miserable. hope i can achieve that soon!!! but i think it will at least take 9 mths( tats the minimum i guess and it may even go over it. ) hahaha. Afterall, to me, thisi s the first timei am really in a relationship. Time can heal all wounds, esp this kind, isnt it? But its getting a little awkward when i see him in school everyday. I will always seem to look out for him although i tell myself not to. Its time to stand up straight and FACE HIM BRAVELY, ger!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Got back some papers. quite disappointed with my results =( i got so much careless mistake for the maths paper and it adds up to more 10 marks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tat is so so so so so much and i am so so so so so so angry with myself. Plus i am too nervous in the exam hall that i forget hw to do alot of questions. haix.
As for physics, i am also not very satisfied with the results. Shall elaborate more when the teachers go through the paper. Maths physics and chemistry are the only 3 subjects that i am able to score in but my results had been deteoriating since March. i am so going to buck up n mug hard!!! Chemistry is worse i guess. Although the papers will only be given to us tml, but i somehow noe that it will be my worse paper after i finished the exams. I am so so so sad about it bcoz i loved chemistry so much yet i cant do well on it. Why cant i b as calm and steady as Han Liang and be as intelligent to learn things fast and in depth???? I guess i haf to rely on my hardwork so as to score well.
I shall listen to Mrs Lim and slowly build up my results n momentum form now onwards!! Its always better to be late than never. enough of blogging today and i am off the complete my tutorials!!!!
