hmmm, today i was real disappointed with myself. I CRIED BITTERLY AGAIN, not those sobbing kind bt really crying hard. Haix, i really want to let go n i noe i nid to if not it wil keep haunting me. How did he do that?? Can teach me how to forget a person??

din haf a very productive day. hope tml will be better ba. i cant afford to slack anymore.=(

came across a song from the tv which really explains my feelings, but cant find the lyrics. in the end i found another song whose lyrics is quite meaningful.

卓文萱-被你爱过我很快乐

我们肩靠肩的站着 看着不停流动的河 这阵子麻烦你了 被我的爱拉住了
终于你要走了 还是想叫你亲爱的 而自由是你最爱的
回忆不断倒转着 时间却又不停的彩排 我们转过身 被你爱过我真的很快乐 被你爱过我更懂幸福了你紧紧抱我温柔的我好痛 突然我才懂你不是不爱我
记得一定要好好的 不管遇见了什么人 你在我耳边说着声音却飞的好远 我也终于勇敢了
被你爱过我真的很快乐 被你爱过我更懂幸福了 你紧紧抱我温柔的我好痛
突然我才懂你不是不爱我