Went to the PSC scholarship and career fair yeterday in Orchard Hotel. We had great difficulty finding the hotel and walked a long long way b4 we finally found it. Haha. Some people there were really inspiring and i almost wanted to decide to do my very best and try out for the Account-General Department scholarship. I said almost because what the lady at the booth said really interest me but the presenter was really so so so so boring. Haha, and the talk venue was almost empty. OMG!!! All other talks tat i went was full. Now, i am confused and do not know what to take and my future career path again. This kind of confused feeling is really terrible, reminded me of alot of things. Futhermore, ppl around me all had a goal in mind, amd when mt relatives asked my bout my future career path, i really do not knoww what to answer them. And their reaction was " HUH? Til now you still do not know what u wan to study and do in the future?? How can?? At this time you should haf already decide!!" I felt so bad and embarrassed. Haix. I must really sort out my mind soon!!!

After tat, i din go to 403 gathering as it was too late. I really miss some of them so much. Sec 4 life is so carefree, so much different from now=( How i wish i will never grow up and always remain as a little girl with no troubles. In the evening, I went to orchard AGN to accompany my dad to get his new phone. There wasn't much options to choose from and he decided to get a N95. Although it was quite an old model, but there was nothing much left. And the worse thing is I ended up having lots lots lots of blister on my leg!!! Stupid heels!!! Not as if it is the first time i wear it but dunno why it wanted to do tat to me!! So bad! Bully me like what its co- owner had. Hahahaha. Jkjk... but i really felt tat when one is down on her luck, everytink around her will go wrong. It had been liddat for me since March!!!!! When will my luck change for the better again?? Maybe tml?? next month?? nxt yr?? nxt nxt yr?? or never??


Hoping for a change..