One day had past again, but i still have no idea on what should i do. This issue have been repeating in my mind and i really feel terrible. but what can i do? should i just forget about it and carry on with him, or should i clear matters with him? haix..=(

i really feel that i am a coward. i am afraid of losing what i have now, i am afraid that i will regret one day, i am afraid that i .............

in this relationship, it seem as if i have not contributed much. it seems that it is always him who is contributing and sacrificing and i had not done much. a relationship should not be like that. when two person is in love, they should be contributing and doing as much for the other party. however, why is it that i do feel it that way in this relationship. i have tried, but to no avail. why is it so???

a lot of people have told me that it is that they feel that it is always him who is doing so much things and some even feel that my heart is not with him. is it really so?? i am really confused and troubled.

hope that i can come up with an answer soon. Cheer up girl!!




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hoping...