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Life is hectic as usual in nbs though it is a little better as compared to the previous weeks. But exam is coming soon and i haven start it at all!!!! omg.. I shall buck up from today onwards and not slack my time away in hall!!!! JIA YOU!! Anyway, I am really seriously demoralised after last week's biz law lesson. I have complete no idea on what shld I write in a biz law essay and exams is just a few weeks from now. This is the first time I feel so unsecured and uncertain about the exam i am going to take soon. Haix, but there seem to bt nth much I can do to help. I must really stop procrastinating and come up with an effective study plan. Another thing is I am super pissed off with one of my grp member. He is seriously too results oriented an I dunno what is he exactly thinking. OMG.. We are still trying hard to do our project and there he is telling us to give up and just focus our exams. What the hell... The rest of us are all working so hard to make our project a better one and he say he want to give up and focus on his studies. That may work for him in polytechnic but it DEFINITELY DO NOT WORK FOR THE REST OF US!!!!!!!!! What we want is just to put in our best, even if it soes not result in a A grade, but at least we know that we had put in our best and that is sufficient!!!!!! Onr a side note, sorry for acting blur... I have no idea on what to answer you. I guess that is the best answer I can give so as to minimise the awkwardness. If not it will be very hard for us to work tgt....... So far most things mentioned above are giving me a bad headache. Now I shall move on to some happy things.. I finally found some1 who is good at photoshop and can help me with my camp stuff!!! Woah!! Finally... I was still worrying the other time on how to find people to help me out.. HAHAHA... But then tml is the next meeting and I haven found some1 to officially join as subcomm..... shall c how it goes. As what my fren say, walk one step, c one step.. HAHAHAHAHA( inside joke).. JIA YOU EVERYONE.. Regardness of those in NTU or NUS or SMU, Jia You!! Exams will sooner be over in 1 mth plus and we will be free for 1 whole mth.. Then we can hang out as frequent as we want!! N I miss shopping!!! Hahahahha.... Its my life and I will live it to the fullest!!(((:
# posted by Angeline at
7:47 PM
Finally, the much awaited recess week had came. But, it is not a wk of break but 1 wk full of catching up with wk and doing of proj. I have so much things on hand now that I dunno how to allocate time to them. Still have additonal activites from events in sch. Haix, uni life really VERY busy! Hope things will become better as the recess week officially starts... I think it is the right choice...
# posted by Angeline at
7:15 AM
Long time never blog alr.. Lots of things happened in this mth.. first, sch stuff... Uni life is not easy at all. All our teachers lie to us!!! They all say we just have to survive A levels then uni will be a breeze. NOT TRUE AT ALL!!! There is so many projects and reports ongoing at the same time and the teaching style is so different from sec or JC. AND!!! the worst thing is if you have ppl who dun do their work in a team. Project teams are usually formed during the first few lessons where u dun know ppl in the class. Then usually, ppl sitting ard u willjust be your grp mates. So unluckily, i have a grp which some team members dun do their work!! Apparently, they feel that since its a grp thing, if they nv do, its ok. So they just focus more on their individual subjects!!! ARGH! To make my life interesting in uni, I joined the main comm of UOC'10!! Woah!! So excited.. Just hope that I can have more time with my grp nxt yr and not buz with the main comm stuff.. But I heard some bad news from carolthe other day. Because nobody or rathe v few ppl wan to join the subcomm of SU, ppl like us who is originally only supposed to be in charge of one event, may have to do other stuff for SU also. That is really a bad thing coz i dun wan to join as a subcom of SU!! I only wan to be part of UOC!!! haix, shall see how it develops in the future. Next, went to social night with jia wei last friday. Haha, n he's super funny with all of his usual actions and expressions. I thought it will be like sme sit down thing but its not! N i have to stand the whole night wearing heels. Really a good training for me to wear heels arx. Ha! Anw, luckily I met quite a few ppl I knew there. And best of all, I met Qiu Rong, whose bf is in the same platoon as jia wei. So we hang out tgt and had a long chat n i cfm a news about someone from her. Take lots of care and dun think too much.. You have to stay strong! Jia You!!(: Then sat we had 07 class bbq at NUS. Really enjoyed it so so so much. Everyone is so close to each other and we have so much things to talk about.. We shall have it agn soon in NTU this time! hahaha.. Miss u guys so much!! Sun, we all went to send Jin Zhi off. And on the way there I discover the biggest secret ever!! haha, so proud of myself to discover it in time!! HAHAHAHA!!! honestly speaking, I still feel abit weird, maybe its too sudden but i m really happy!!! thx Andy who told me that.. but anw, really cant bear to send her off. She's such a nice and caring girl!! Din want to cry, but feelings just overwhelmed me and tears just started falling.. I really will miss u terribly, girl. Can't imagine that u are so far away from me.. Really thank for for all that you've done. U really helped me in alot of ways. Take good care of yourself..((: n dun miss US too much.. hahaha... I thought i had, but in actual fact, I realise I had not.
# posted by Angeline at
2:15 AM
1 week had passed agn, time really flies. Haix, dunno if its that I had not got used to uni life or is that I did not plan my time well. I really cant find some free time for tut n revision. I tink tuition is really tearing me apart. After this yr, I am going to stop most of the tuition and mayb only keep mayb only 1 or 2. If not I tink i will really suffer... Talking about tuition, one of my tuition mum and tuition kid is really irritating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She knew right from the start that I am going to stay in hostel, yet she made me come back from hall on wed to tuition her daughter, if not she is going to forfeit all my tuition fees which is like near the end of the mth le la!!! crap!!! I was so angry that I wanted to stop her after today, but she keep saying its jux one mth more to her exams, just continue la, forget about the threatening and attitude. I was like, u are the one who did all that and cause me to be so inconvenient yet u still dare to say that to me. But i was too soft hearted to regret her. HAIX, so have to continue i guess. Is also because of her that all my unfortunate and unlucky stuff occur!!! Anw, the security near my hse area os really getting bad. There is a flasher ard this area. N if he let me meet him agn, I am ,very sure, 100% confident that i will call the police and nap this stupid, idiotic person who is really crazy to go ard shlowing ppl his private part. Anw, cause of this, I tink I cant hang out or go home late. The other time when I went for OG outing, my parents are so anxious that both of them stayed up till quite late to make sure I have a a way of getting home. Not that there is a flasher, they cfm will want me to be home even earlier. True that its quite dangerous la, but might be a little inconvenient if i had to go home late. hmm, but still, I will be very careful. So ppl, dun worry too much, n thx lots to those ppl for ur concern. I really appreciate it((: On a lighter note, my relationship with my roomie is getting better((: We are a little closer now after the HTHT and really glad we are progressing n living well tgt! haha... n sorry to my OG mates. missed both the days of lunch n dinner. Had to rush home tat day and got proj over lunch. SO SORRY gl!! nxt time i help u arrange dinner k, now i got my unlimited sms back le. can msg everyone alr!! HAHA...((:
# posted by Angeline at
7:10 AM
Uni life has started for about 2 weeks. I have no idea what I had done in sch and where did i spent all my time at. Looking at my timetable, i really have lots of free time slots bt they are just missing. Time really flies, so fast that i did'nt even realise that all my time are wasted. Uni life is not s slack s what most ppl thought. Lots of independent work is involved and I have my first project due nxt fri!!!!! the topic is on second life, which I totally have no idea how it works and how to connect it to biz??! Yesterday was UNION CAMP's pageant at Attica. The whole of my grp, TRAVIS!!!!!((: went down to support our friends and I'm so glad to have a so supportive and 'on' grp. We're also the noisiest there i tink. haha. Denny and Wendy was sabo-ed to go on stage to play some games. So embarassing, but they still survived through, clinching the 3rd and 2nd prize(: On the side note, the prize are really bad. It sounds so nice to hear "You've won a $120 SIXX voucher", BUT it turn out to be lots of $6 vouchers in the envelope and you cant combine them n use it tgt!! N the seniors oso said that last yr's prizes are so much better. Yest was fun, with all the hanging out with fren and stuff, but the club has a stupid rule. Only girls above 18 and guys above 25 can stay in the club after the event. What crap is that??!! In the end, my whole grp decided to leave and go for supper since all the guys cant stay in it. Anw, congrats Louisa for winning the 2nd runner up. The judges are truly irritating, wrote the wrong results and make them undergo such weird changing of titles. To Seifer, it's ok not to have win anything. In the end, its the process that matters, not the results. I'm sure u've made lots of fren throught this event too((: 'NEVER MIND NEVER MIND, WE STILL LOVE YOU! NEVER MIND NEVER MIND, WE STILL LOVE YOU!((:' After the event, we went to the riverside to hang out. The scenary is really awesome! We all sat along the river and chatted. But couldn't stay too long as there will be no bus home n everybody stays so far away from me, all staying in the west except Poshche. But his hse have night rider bt mine dun. so in the end have to leave at 12 plus reluctantly after my mum keep spamming my phone with calls. HAHA! I understand that she dun feel safe with me outside alone so late and even my dad is still amazingly awake though its so late. They muz be really thinking hard how can I get home and whether i will be safe anot. My grp mate is also really sweet to check out if I managed to get the last bus home and if i reach home safely. Anw, I learnt that having a car is so much more convenient, but being able to be driven ard is better!! HAHA, so the morale of the story is to find a bf with a car to drive me ard. HAHAHAHA!! JKJK.. I dun even dare to think about it. In the end, the grp is dispersed coz most of us left. Next time when we go out agn, guys pls rmb to drive ur car out k((: haha I guess I have to be more confident of myself. Oh anw, I really dun like this blog skin. Dunno why, and dunno since when, I suddenly is in love with white. the pure pure white((: Really have to find some time to get a new blog skin, after my presentation then decide lo. Life is short, so just enjoy while u can and live the fullest out of it! Learn to forgive n forget...
# posted by Angeline at
12:37 AM
Union camp ends officially today, but sadly, i'm not there to be with the grp. Union camp is really fun n it really rocks!!! Travis rocks, my gls rocks and the SA rocks!! haha. uni camps are really quite diff from sec or jc camps. we had a pre camp day where the whole grp get tgt to know each other better b4 the real camp starts officially. the games are really dirty!! all the soap, mud, egg and sauces. eek! but as the whole grp undergo everthing tgt, the bond is slowly forged as well. I wun say my grp ppl are really super 'on', but at least we still do our best in everything and most of us are always there for one another. even when i am down with fever, they keep asking me to get well quickly and join them in the games ltr. when i need to be quarrantine and have to sit alone on the bus, 2 guys still tried to sit behind me to acc and tok to me. haha.. so nice of them, still argue with SA say y she can get close to me but they cant. haha. sweet... even the SAs are also very kind and nice to everyone. my grp has the most no of SAs!!! haha, everyone is so enthu and supportive of the camp. ((: I also went to butterfactory for the first time. the feeling is diff from what I've imagine but is also similar in the sense that there are lots of ppl and its really squeezy. Initially, i didnt intend to dance at all. I thought i would just sit by the side to drink and watch the ppl dance. But, the seniors all started to pull us into the dance floor and in the end, we all ended up dancing to crazy!! haha, dance for almost the whole night. OH my, come to think about it, how did i manage to dance tat day? cant imagine myself doing it now. haha.. anyway, everything was super fun and i wan to the join the camp ahn nxt yr!!! JOIN UNION CAMP NTU FUTURE FRESHIES!!!!!! I am so looking forward to out first group outing.. haha. N i have to meet jia wei to get back my watch and cap. left it in the camp and 4gt to bring home after i left for home.
# posted by Angeline at
6:10 AM
i cant sense it at all......
# posted by Angeline at
1:33 AM
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